Small

There are Medium, Large, and Extra Large. Well, I belong to Small. S for my body size, wardrobe size, but not for my eating portion…hahaha.

I’m 23 year woman but trapped in 13 year girI’s body. I didn’t know why I couldn’t grow properly despite the fact that I eat qualified foods and love swimming since I was child. Up to now, I often find difficult to get clothes or shoes that fit me perfectly.

Pink

What do u think bout it?

Yupz, this is my Fav color. Among the other colors, I always admire pink. Some say that blue is soft but for me, pink is the best. I fell in love to it since I saw Taiwan drama ‘Love Storm’, Jia Leu (the lead cast) seems very pretty in her pink performance. Most of my stuff are in pink such as outfit, shoes, bag, cosmetic case, cell phone, glasses frame, soft case, bed sheet, blanket, even my room wall. Pink never die,,yey yey.

Idealism

People consider me as an unserious person but they will definitely change their perception right after they know me deeper. Chris Martin in Coldplay’s song ‘Lost’ said that “Just Because I’m Losing doesn’t mean I’m Lost”, well in my case “Just Because I love Joking doesn’t mean I have no serious thought”. For example, I didn’t continue my apothecary programme although most of my friend did it. I decided to chase my dream as a journalist, so despite the fact that until now I hasn’t make it come true but I keep trying.

Sensitive

Every time I interact with other people, my sensitive radar analyze them (their gesture, way of speaking, mimic, and tone). So if their mimic show disinterest, I feels that they don’t like me or our conversation and It makes my heart aching. However, this kind of feeling really annoys me. If only I have other option, I want to vanish this one.

Shopping

Can u guess what it is? Yepz, this is my beloved hobby. Some people called it ‘women nature’ N I can’t refuse but agree. It always fun to go to mall, sight seeing around N buy some fancy outfit, shoes, or bag. Lucky me, I have a brother who always support my financial matter (he even don’t mind to buy me a new shoes, bag, and outfits). I usually go shopping with my mom, at least twice a month. For outfit, I prefer go to King’s shopping centre and ITC Kebon Kelapa. While for shoes I like BIP (Bandung Indah Plaza) since there are many shoes store such as El Verne, Shoeline, Atella, Giovani, Zaks, Yongki Komaladi, Matahari, etc.

Wedge

Since I’m not tall, so I usually wear high heels shoes or sandal but honestly, they make my legs suffer. Hence, to reduce the risk of varicose (varises in Bahasa), wedge ‘the shoes/sandal with the full heels’ become my fav. Moreover, there are a lot of models of wedge shoes now a days N they are so beautiful, especially wedge ankle wrapped shoes. Oh my…I helplessly in love with it.

Smut

How bout this one? Can u guess it?

Well, this is one of manga genres. This genre contain complicated love story, sexual content (but different from ecchi), and more dramatic. In the past, I love sensei Kyoko Hikawa’s mangas such as Trilogy of Chizumi and Fujiomi, Far Away, Mr. Friday, Harmony, and Miriam. But as I become an adult, I love sensei Mashin Osakabe’s mangas such as Toriko Aigan Shoujo, Yokobou Meguri, Bara no Kurashi, Kindan, and Kinjiki, either do sensei Mayu Shinjo’s mangas such as Haou Airen, Love Celeb, Love Strip.

Anyway, don’t judge me as a pervert. I’m not like that. I love smut manga since the story more interesting and remained in my heart. Just like I admire ‘Hana Yori Dango’, ‘Hot Blooded Woman’, ‘Skip Beat’, ‘Do You Want To Try’, ‘Goong’, and else. Even though all of them aren’t smut but I love it so much because they are the mangas that can’t be forgotten easily after u find new mangas.

Writing

Beside shopping, reading manga/novel, N sleeping, I also love writing. By doing it, I can explore my knowledge, imagination, opinion, critic, dream, suggestion, etc. Most people said ‘Find Out Your Talent’, that’s how I am doing now. I’m pretty sure that my talent is writing, once I doing it I can’t stop. But still, there were so much time I lost my mood of writing N when that happened I felt anxious like my soul is empty N all I want is just crying.

Spicy

I can’t help eating spicy food. U can say that my level of spicy food – resistance is increasing as time passed by. Almost all of my fav main menu are in spicy like fried rice, fried noodle, meetballs,  risoles, lotek, gado – gado, Padang rice, and soon. If the main course isn’t spicy, that means tasteless for me. I’ll give you an example, for single portion of fried noodle, I usually add 5 rawit chillis into it. The fantastic thing was I didn’t find problem, I thinks it because my digestion system is getting used to my habit.

Mascara

I love cosmetic but the one I love most is Mascara. Why?? Well it’s because Mascara can make my eyelashes look longer. I dunno why but it boast my confident since it bring sharp impression on my eyes. I’m planning on buying extreme volume mascara ^^